Officially crazy. VERY crazy.
I consumed vast amount of ginger pills and milk thistle pills over the course of my pregnancy, in an effort to combat the sickness. Sometimes they worked, sometimes they didn’t. Maybe some days they just helped in my head, who knows? I really don’t care. Even if something just makes me THINK I feel better, I’ll take it!
Anyhow…they’re not really all that cheap — at least, the milk thistle definitely wasn’t! So yesterday when I found them on sale for $4 a bottle, I grabbed 6. And was tempted to get more, but talked myself out of it, because we just bought a house, and we are making house payments NOW, but I am not pregnant NOW, therefore the house payments come first!
But, I bought something in preparation for pregnancy. Does that mean I’m actually planning to do that AGAIN!?!?!? Yes, folks, it’s been confirmed. I am CRAZY.
No, I haven’t forgotten those months and the awfulness has most definitely NOT faded like everyone said it would, though it’s been over a month now. It still feels like yesterday. I think I will be recovering for a long time yet. But I guess I must be willing to try a second time, if I am already preparing for being sick! If the second time is a repeat of the sick-for-months-on-end thing, then Jerry & I will have long talks about the merits of adoption, I think!
But enough of that. For now, we are enjoying our little one. Enjoying each other. Enjoying the fact that it’s easier TO enjoy now. Life is good, even if I AM crazy!